Lunatiquely,
Lemon
I am a contradiction, a living breathing oxymoron.
I am a perfectionist who is too lazy to pursue perfection.
I am a narcisst with an inferior complex.
I am not crazy, not insane just slightly unstable mentally with highly volatile emotions.
I am a fundamentally selfish person.
I am Lemon.
Lunatiquely Lemon.
Or in simpler terms,
The epic phail attempts at philosophical musing by a yellow, sour citrus fruit that claims to be sweet ^^
The removal of that section has been induced by violent objections from wimps, poseurs, pains-in-the-ass and faggots around the world. (myself included in above mentioned categories).
I offer my heartfelt and abject apologies for associating your respected persons with this pathetic specimen of the human race (can we disown him?) who had misfortune (or incredibly useless skill) of inciting my intense dislike and loathing.
I shall endeavour and strive to restrain my overwhelmingly scathing opinions of said specimen.
I really need to be less bitchy.
But hey, where's the fun in that?
Hey, said specimen. You are a freaking JOKE.
Have you any idea how terrified I am?
I used to be able to survive on my own, all alone and independent of any reliance on anyone.
To need someone is scaring the shit out of me.
The last 100 metres is coming soon.
14th and 19th July.
Urgh.
Gambatte.
On a happier note, I CAN BLINK AND CLOSE MY EYE AT LAST!!!!
-cartwheels and somersaults. Figuratively though-
Lunatiquely yours,
Lemon
`iRained
| Stark Raving Lunacy|
Maybe its cuz deadlines are due, I need more sleep, my eye is being a bitch, withdrawal symptoms are being bitchy too, YOG is devouring my Saturdays, I miss training like so goddamn much, I miss dancing, I miss sitting down with a nice book and losing myself for a few hours, I miss my yaoi, I miss my kitsune, I miss mossp, I miss aiki peeps, I miss JCG crazies, I miss cosplaying ..... I could just go on FOREVER.
I dunno, maybe when the worst is over, I'll feel better and not so .... scared.
Fear has been lurking around me recently.
Fear of fear and changes to be specific.
And now that I can't close my eyes to sleep, I'll just lie in bed and stare at the ceiling and think.
My eyes hurt like a friggin bitch.
I can't sleep cuz closing my left eye hurts so both my eyes are tired.
And the eye drops sting.
They don't soothe my eyes at all and it tastes bitter.
The cream blurs the vision in my left eye and is super oily and doesn't stay in my eye.
I need to get on with Basics.
It is due this FRIDAY!!!!
But its more or less done so just a lil bit more work.
AM/FEM is my main headache now.
Persevere, my dear. The end is in sight. 19th July.
Sorry for freaking you out but I never ever thought about leaving. I'll try to be less insecure and have more faith in myself. -huggles-
Should I just do my eyes a favor and dig them out since they already feel like popping out any moment?
(PS: Maybe my eye got problem because of something that popped up on FB again. *Hint: BP as quoted by Zz*)
Lunatiquely yours,
Lemon
`iRained
| Stark Raving Lunacy|