Lunatiquely,
Lemon
I am a contradiction, a living breathing oxymoron.
I am a perfectionist who is too lazy to pursue perfection.
I am a narcisst with an inferior complex.
I am not crazy, not insane just slightly unstable mentally with highly volatile emotions.
I am a fundamentally selfish person.
I am Lemon.
Lunatiquely Lemon.
Or in simpler terms,
The epic phail attempts at philosophical musing by a yellow, sour citrus fruit that claims to be sweet ^^
I did once, shame on me.
You may have gotten their sympathy but don't think I'll ever welcome you.
I don't pity you.
I find you pathetic.
How I wish it never happened so you can continue to wallow in your self inflicted misery that you deserve.
That is how I hate.
They pity you but it is not because you deserve their sympathy.
They may be taken in now but facades will never last.
You deserve it.
What you told me before makes me certain that you have got this coming.
It may have been lies, stories to make yourself look good but your shallowness is evident.
Callous creature that you are, I sincerely doubt that you have a heart.
And so, I'll watch and wait.
I will see how many fall back into your trap.
How long will it last before your tail slips out from your innocent looking disguise?
How very glorious it will be as they cast you away and renounce you.
But perhaps, just maybe you do have something close to having such a humane thing like feelings.
If that is so, my revenge will be beautiful indeed.
I will break you down completely with greatest pleasure.
I despise you.
I loathe you.
I look down upon you.
I regard you with utter contempt.
So I will never cut you off.
I will stay near and rejoice in your misery.
I'm the reason why there is the description of vindictive in the definition of 'Bitch'.
I have to make clear however that I do not name names for a clear and obvious reason.
My blog is not for bitching about you lowlifes who have the temerity to exist in this world.
I may question your right to exist but do you honestly think that I will defile a sacred place like my blog with rubbish like your names?
This has never been and WILL NEVER BE about you inferior excuses for human beings.
This is about ME and how annoying I find all these pesky irritants flitting around.
This is a record of MY feelings, views and opinions about life.
It is an HONOR for you to be referred to as garbage in my records.
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On to a completely different topic but one that gets on my nerves just as much.
I cannot understand how you can stand him for so long.
I would have left in a heartbeat if I were in your shoes.
I know that I'm different from you but I don't think anyone can stand being treated so shabbily.
Of course, when he is actually reasonable for once and being charming, I can see how anyone would completely forget for a while, all his transgressions and cruel words.
Even I forget for a few fleeting moments, how unpleasant he can be.
I suppose as time passes, you get used to it.
So much so that when he is being horribly unfair, you can take it in your stride like its nothing new because it isn't.
But when he is being caring, gentle, nice, the world just seems like a brighter, more beautiful place.
This may be your idea of your happily-ever-after but I am different.
I will never settle for that.
You deserve better.
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I wish they wouldn't joke around like that.
I wish they could be more supportive.
I wish they could just understand that there are some stuff that shouldn't be said to certain people.
It is not as if it was the first time this whole bull shit happened.
Shouldn't you know by now?
If you minded so much, why the heck didn't you mentioned anything earlier?
You saw and you didn't say anything then.
You missed your turn to say anything after we were done with it so just shut up and forever hold your peace.
Thanks so very much man for making them upset.
You suck to the max, arsehole.
I know I bully you quite a lot but I really appreciate you and I am grateful for your presence in my life.
Lunatiquely yours,
Lemon
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