Lunatiquely,
Lemon
I am a contradiction, a living breathing oxymoron.
I am a perfectionist who is too lazy to pursue perfection.
I am a narcisst with an inferior complex.
I am not crazy, not insane just slightly unstable mentally with highly volatile emotions.
I am a fundamentally selfish person.
I am Lemon.
Lunatiquely Lemon.
Or in simpler terms,
The epic phail attempts at philosophical musing by a yellow, sour citrus fruit that claims to be sweet ^^
Lemon ish saaad cuz she has no drive no more and does not bother about lectures no more.
That says everything so let's move on my lovelies.
Let's talk instead about someone I find myself unable to turn my back on.
What I told Zz about myself that day was something new.
I never really thought about it that way before and talking to him made things clearer.
Until that person does something utterly unforgivable, our relationship will pretty much stay the same.
Acquaintances; nothing more and nothing less.
I hated that person once because of that person's irresponsibility but that was fleeting.
I don't hate that person and I find myself unable to because
Sure it gets annoying sometimes and maybe more than that but the worst that I can say about my feelings towards that person now is probably nothing more than mild dislike.
I'm trying to feel better but it ain't working so this is just a diversion from my f ed up mind.
Lunatiquely yours,
Lemon
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