I am a contradiction, a living breathing oxymoron.
I am a perfectionist who is too lazy to pursue perfection.
I am a narcisst with an inferior complex.
I am not crazy, not insane just slightly unstable mentally with highly volatile emotions.
I am a fundamentally selfish person.
I am Lemon.
Lunatiquely Lemon.
Or in simpler terms,
The epic phail attempts at philosophical musing by a yellow, sour citrus fruit that claims to be sweet ^^
chalet CAMP and IT. WAS. AWESOME.
Okay that's maybe just because it is the first one I've have been to but still.
And maybe it's because I helped organize it a little but I have learnt so far that organizing stuff like these is a thankless task.
The most likely reason is probably the company.
I heartloveadore Aiki peeps!!!!! Thanks go to Aiki freshie 五朵花, our awesome 'chefs' and all those who turned up and had fun and made it so much more memorable.
My souvenir from this CAMP is a abstract art piece in the form of motley bruises on my forearms courtesy of our resident Lock Master. I confess, I'm just trying to get out of being deployed to the tougher stations at work but THEY (the bruises) CAME AT A PRICE AND I BLOODY WELL PAID IT. So my conscience (in a can) is clear.
The alcohol effect hasn't worn off completely yet since I still feel dizzy but it should be gone....
Eventually.
Next time my bloody annoying dreams are annoying me, I shall spam alcohol, dance Mirotic x10 on repeat till I'm half dead from exhaustion (in an air conditioned room so I won't perspire and won't need to shower again), go crash on my bed and try to fall asleep before the low after the high hits.
I slept like a pig last night lol.
Scratch that.
I slept like a DEAD PIG last night.
It has beeeeeen soooooo loooooonnnnnggggg since I slept that well.
And talking about vacations in lalaland, I should turn in soon too cuz I have opening shift tomorrow -dies-
PS: I need to learn how to remember what happens after one of my high phases. Seriously. Its coming back to me bit by bit but nothing whole and concrete yet. OMG I NEED TO FIX THIS BLACK HOLE IN MY MEMORY STORAGE SPACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-spazspazspaz-
"... And just for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of (A) Indifference and (B) Disinterest in what the critics say..."
(I really like the style of most of the songs in A Fever You Can't Sweat Out. It has an unusual appeal.)
PPS: I just recalled the fan blades that I dreamt of on the first night that were strangely attacked to locker doors and walls. Total random shyte.
SEE WHAT I GO THROUGH ON A DAILY BASIS????!!!!! Random stuff keeps popping in to my head because of my dumb dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lunatiquely yours,
Lemon
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